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The Hello of hellos

Of all the hundreds upon hundreds of hellos I’ve encountered, yours was the only one that truly made me feel as though I belonged. When your door opened, you accepted me, stepped aside, and with a mere gesture of your hand, swept the air away, creating space for me in your world. I resided there—heart and soul, body and spirit—hoping, praying I would never be asked to leave. Yet life always forced me out: to drive to work, to pick up groceries, to take the kids to school, or to bring you your favorite coffee. Each step away was a quiet agony, but I bore the pain with the assurance that your world would still welcome me back. I clung to the promise that your lips would eventually form another hello—one that would draw me home. Every time I left, I waited anxiously, rushing to complete my errands, my heart racing with the anticipation of returning to the only place I ever wanted to be: by your side. And now, am I to be the smoke and the fire? The world’s biggest liar? I write these words

Easy to muse

You should love so much  that you get a bit confused. that it becomes easy to write. Easy to muse, Easy to hum, Easy to lose track of time. For this is natural. It’s normal to love. // It’s normal to continue to love, see past faults, appreciate the beauty  of broken tea cups. // To love in the agitation of being unloved  is also acceptable; To realize the scarcity & fragility  of life’s enthralls… also familiar.

A love that never ends

It's so crazy how love can find you. It's so crazy how our hearts can be attuned to the smallest vibrations. It's so crazy when the entire world is caving in Your light still shines.  It's so crazy how time passes and love can fade away for some. It's so unimaginable How you can still hold everything that you value so close to your heart. It's so crazy how our hearts can hurt. It's so crazy how our hearts can heal. There's a beauty in the process of falling in love, staying in love, getting sick in love, dying in love, surviving in love, and loving to love. I hope you can love. I hope you'll never forget. I hope any pain can be washed away. I hope you learn to love again. For in the end you are my eternal friend.

you made this girl. cupcake.

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 and that boy.  <3

cold beaches

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my clothes...

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on you. to sleep. i love. your clothes on me... weird. lol. let's just keep it- my tees on you.

all i need is your touch

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when you kiss me. oh when you kiss me. your breath i breathe in. our hearts race. quite. eyes closed. your smell. your warm hands. i love to hold you. pink baggy pajama pants and sweatshirts have never been hotter. sometimes i like to feel my music wrap around you. the songs i sing i realize are for you. even the ones i don't write about you. they are all for you. i sing them to the air hoping to catch your ear.